She Is In Total Wrongness

Okay what I'm writing now is supposed to be written yesterday. You know what's so amazing about my life ? It's the amount of things that have been going wrong.

First bad thing in this year is the fact that all of my besties have got into the same class but it was just me , ME that had to be in a different class.

Second bad thing is that they have started their own clique.

Third thing is that I have become emo. Seriously. What happened to the bubbly Vanessa that was almost worry free and lived the most fab life ? Crying while I'm writing this. I mean like ya , it sounds like I'm overreacting but think about it. If you relied on your besties to bring you happiness , and they got split up with you and formed their own clique and are just so happy , would you not be emo ?

Ugh, great. Now listening to A Moment Like This by Kelly Clarkson. Even though it's my fav song , I cry easily when I hear it.

Fourth thing is that I got sick during camp and couldn't even do the campfire. Drats. Someone just came in so I had to pretend I wasn't writing this. My leg is so numb ><. Bet you guys didn't know that I'm writing this while practicing my split leg. Been holding my leg in the same position for about 5 minutes. Actually I'm writing this in my diary then I'm transferring this into my blog. Celeste was like staring at me just now. Now listening to Two Hearts sang by Kylie Minouge [ did I spell her surname correctly ? ] don't feel like listening to it so I'm playing A Moment Like This again.

Fifth worst thing is that I'm sitting next to Marilyn in class.

Sixth worst thing is that I got married and divorced in Audition like 5 times. This may mean nothing to you but it means a lot to me : It means like ... It makes me feel despo and that I'm so stupid. Argh crying again when I just managed to stop just now.

Seventh is that my MP4 earphones are spoilt so now I'm using my sister's Zen Stone Plus earphones which are quite comfy cause they have those cushion stuff while mine doesn't. See ?

Seven major bad things happened to me in less than 3 months. You know what really sucks about me ? Is that I have no confidence. I really don't have confidence in anything I do because I keep thinking that there is someone better than me. Okay I used to hate Brittany because she was bossy but I just realised that I am bossy too even though some people might not say so. I'm a Libra so I'm supposed to be nice to anyone I meet. I'm sitting of the toilet seat cover writing this so I can get some privacy.

I feel like killing someone. It's probably the effects of being emo and stressed. Listening to Like That sang by Jojo now. My Da Jie has talked me into creating a guild in Audition. It's gonna be called -KVK-.

It stands for: Kimberly [ Da Jie ] , Vanessa [ me ] , and Kevina [ Jie ]. I'm gonna be called -KVK-Rainax3- then my Jie is -KVK-Raenax3- then my Da jie is -KVK-Raynax3-. My Da Jie and Jie originally wanted to join -TWINS- guild.

Seriously what's so good about it ? I hate it -_-". [ I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly ~~ ] oops , sorry. Listening to Breakaway [ did I spell it correctly ? ] sang by Kelly Clarkson. I think Celeste was absolutely gobsmacked and flabbergasted at my latest post. Wah , Celeste has been playing for five hours and me only three. Okay gotta stop writing already. It's 12 and I gotta check what's happening in the " outside world ". Byes for now ~