This lullaby

Finished reading This Lullaby just minutes ago. I totally forgot that I restarted the computer, didn't log in to MSN and haven't bathed yet while reading it. Then for the next few days, all I think about is This Lullaby. Damn, this always happens ._. Oh, and I just realised I finished it in 2 days o_o

I'm going to have another one of those name crisises (is this a word?), y'know. For people who weren't so close to me then (example, my beloved Hui Yee), its when I use someone else's name. Thats all. Which also means, changing of my name under my profile, new tagboard name and MSN name. And then, this stage comes often, but not all the time. Some people tell me how wonderful my name is (I am tempted to say not.) and then go on, and on, and on ._. Huffah.

Going to change my blog url and blogskin, like I always do. Keep the complaining to yourselves honeys. ^^v

Anyway, wheres everyone at 11.10?! There are only 12 people online on MSN, including Celeste. Maybe its because I didn't add a lot of people I was supposed to add. Haha, me and my lazy ass <: I, have decided to change for the better, no worse. Actually, I haven't decided yet. Not exactly changing for the worse but, have a bit more attitude. Yesterday, my mom's friend called my mom and they talked for what, one hour. Then my mom came into the room and told Celeste that her friend thinks she's outspoken and entertaining. Thats when I realised how personality-less I was. If you stepped on my foot, I'd either glare at you or forget about it. <--- No personality :C I'm too ... plain Jane. Oh, thats the first time I used " plain Jane " to describe anything.

Oh, I'm going to frickin' miss hugging clinging on to my crappy yet marvelous boyfriend next year >: And I'll miss the rest of 6 Hibi. If one day, I suddenly wake up and start emo-ing because I miss y'all, I blame you guys not how weird I am. But I think I might pull through 'cause I still got my daily entertainer Yi Ling and my Lynny! 8D

Anybody going for class outing? o: Say Huffah! :D I haven't decided yet >_> Sentosa's kind of far but I haven't gone there in more than 2 years. And, I am sort of unwillingly going to the treat next Tue. Not unwillingly, but I'm not on my usual " Yay, I can't wait woohoo! " mood. More like a " Okay, theres a treat. Yay for the class " mood. The holidays must have done something to me. And Yi Ling. I told her that she'd probably be seated next to me in the same class, since we have the same scores. And I'd hit her, as usual on the head. Then she told me to be mature, since we're going to be Sec 1! o_o Ain't that rare?

I must stop rambling random nonsense now and look for a nice blogskin and change my url.