Lala . <3

On Friday, I was omegling . I was talking to this 18-year-old guy from Seattle and because I was very bored, I told him that I was a 17-year-old from California . AHA ;x

On Saturday, I watched Boys Over Flowers with my mother from about 12 am to 6 am in the morning . I only had 5 hours of sleep because I had guitar class at 11.30 am the next day >< Not our record though . Our record is till 8 am . But I woke up at 3 pm the next day ~_~

On Sunday, we finished watching Boys Over Flowers at about 12 am . I strongly dislike Jang Yoo Mi . She's damn annoying and bimbotic . Plus her hair looks like a wig ~_~ Damn, I feel like re-watching Boys Over Flowers . Praying hard that a Boys Over Flowers 2 is gonna come out .

Rachel Y. said that she couldn't go for FAM outing so I hugged her for another 30 + times before stopping to drink my Milo . Then, I lost count . So I gave up . :D

We had Chinese Oral . I was the 4th one and I swear I was going to have a nervous breakdown . Thank god to humming songs . :D

During Lunch before Oral, our class seemed so enthu . We were asking people how to say things in Chinese . I've never seen our class like there before, lols . Natalie and Rachel Y. kept screaming at each other so I told Natalie to chill ._. Natalie told me to shut the fucking hell with my chill and squirted her Zapple at me . LOOOLS ! Natalie then started squirting Kimberly H. with her Zapple xD At one point, she squirted one of the smaller pieces of ice onto Kimberly H.'s hair . Lols xD

We only had 5 minutes to prepare and in those 5 minutes, I only managed to read the passage once, and look at half of the picture . I didn't really want to look at Dou Ping 'cause she looks like a ghost - her skin is so scarily white and her hair is damn black . Her hair also looks like it's been electricuted . ;x

" I'm sure that I'm going to fail my oral with flying colours . If not, I'll fail it with dying colours . " - Gin Na . Eh Gin Na, thank god I remembered to quote you ._. I goddamned agree with Gin Na, lols .

After I finished my turn at Oral, I made my way to the canteen . Spotted Gin Na and Magdalene . We talked about how fail we were and that we were sure to fail . I forgot how to say " appetite " in Chinese -_-" At one point, I was so desperate to say it that I nearly said it in English x;

Accompanied Zhe Ruo to side gate . We talked about how we were absolutely going to fail . Again . Apparently, its all we ever talk about after we finish our Oral . Zhe Ruo went home and I was left with Kimberly Y. and Natalie . Zhe Ruo mistook Natalie's brother for erm ... I forgot who it was but I know its some Korean person x; Natalie, Kimberly Y. and I were chatting about how unlucky we were - out of all the freaking thousands of pictures we've practiced, we didn't practice food court ( which was what came out for our Oral ) Damndamndamn !

Just a few weeks ago, I suddenly thought of what I was likely to be when I grew older . I don't know why, I just thought of it . Y'know in Kindergarten when your teachers ask you " What do you want to be when you grow up ? " , I always thought that I'd be a singer or designer - somewhere in the entertainment line . By the time I was Primary Three, I finally realised that I could neither sing nor design to save my life . So yesterday, I thought of being a volunteer at those war camps but I soon realised that I wouldn't get any money out of it -_-" Then I thought maybe a counsellor, but it seems so weird - sitting in a small school office helping people overcome their difficulties . Maybe I should just be a hobo and beg people for money ~_~

I weirdly feel so out of place . I've been living in Singapore for 12 years but I still feel out of place . I can't exactly see myself anywhere in Singapore . To tell the truth, if you told me I had to move to Korea or America now, I would move with no regrets .

Most people reckon that tomorrow's English Oral picture is going to be a cinema because CHIJ Katong finished theirs and theirs was supermarket and cinema . Today's picture was supermarket .

- 바네사,